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UNCHARACTERISTICALLY SHALLOW


YOUR FACE IS MADE OF TAINTURE,
YOUR BODYS BUILT OUT OF ABOMINANTION,
YOUR MIND, IT ONCE HELD SPOUTS OF TRUTH,
BUT NOW IT'S FILLED WITH DILAPIDATION.


YOU BELIEVE YOURSELF A TRUE BOHEMIAN,
BUT SUCH A SPORADIC DEFFINITION YOU POSSESS,
TOO AFRAID TO BE AN INDIVIDUAL,
IN YOUR 'NORMAL' STATE OF DRESS.


YOU WERE ALWAYS AFRAID OF WHAT THEY THOUGHT,
SO VIGILANT, SO ALERT,
AS LONG AS YOU WERE PRAISED BY THEM,
WHO CARES WHO GOT HURT?


I DONT SUPPOSE YOU COULD BE YOURSELF,
AS YOU DISSEMBLE WHO YOU REALLY ARE,
YOUR NOT HAPPY WITH YOUR 'FRIENDS' RIGHT NOW,
BUT THIS ONES RICH, AND THAT ONE HAS A NICE CAR.


YOU WONT SIT AND THINK ABOUT IT,
IT WOULD DEPRESS YOU, AND YOU KNOW,
YOU WONT BE UNHAPPY WHEN THEY LEAVE,
'TILL YOU REALIZE, YOU'VE NOWHERE ELSE TO GO.

WAKE


YOU SPEND YOU WHOLE LIFE THINKING,
HOW WONDERFUL YOU ARE,
WHEN ONE DAY, YOU WAKE TO REALIZE,
YOUR NOT THAT GREAT BY FAR.


YOU THOUGHT YOUR OPINION WAS VALUED,
YOU WERE CONVINCE THEY LOVED YOU SO,
WHEN ONE DAY, YOU WAKE TO REALIZE,
THERE WERE SO MANY THINGS YOU DIDNT KNOW.


YOU WERE HAPPY WITH THEIR FRIENDSHIP,
UNTILL THEY STABBED YOU IN THE BACK,
YOU EVEN PUT UP WITH THEIR DRUNKENESS,
AND ACCEPTED THEIR ADDICTION TO CRACK.


YOU AVOIDED, FOR THE LONGEST TIME,
ALL THOSE EMPTY PROMISSES YOU HATE,
WHEN ONE DAY YOU WAKE TO REALIZE,
THER COMES ANOTHER, YOUR LIFES AT STAKE.


AND PIECE BY PIECE, YOU PUT TOGETHER,
ALL THAT HAS FALLEN APART,
WHEN ONE DAY, YOU WAKE TO REALIZE,
YOU HAVE TOTALLY NUMBED YOUR HEART.


WHERE WAS IT YOU SAID THAT YOU WOULD GO?
WHAT IS IT YOU ALWAYS WANTED TO DO?
I DONT BELIEVE YOU EVER GOT THERE,
BUT THEN AGAIN, THATS JUST YOU.


FROZEN HEART
IM LOSING YOU TO SOMEONE ELSE,
AN UNKNOWN PERSON IN A STAIRWELL OF DILINQUENCY.


ITS FATAL HOW YOU LOST YOUR SOUL,
TO SOMEONE NEVER HEARD OR SEEN.


DID THEY TAKE YOU IN THE DARKNESS?
OR DID YOU PLEAD TO COME ALLONG?


DID THEIR SHADOW OVERTHROW YOU?
OR DID YOU EVEN CARE?


I'VE NEVER SEEN A FACE LIKE YOURS,
SO SPOTLESS, YET SO FROZEN.


EYES LIKE DIMONDS, HAIR LIKE WOOL,
SUCH AN UNTRUTHFUL PORTYAYEL OF YOUR INTENTIONS.


MISJUDGEMENT IS THE WORD IM LOOKING FOR,
I MUST AVOID YOU ONCE AGAIN.


TO THINK I TRUSTED YOU,
BUT WHY? YOUR NO SUCH FRIEND


IM WET NOW FROM THE RAIN OUTSIDE,
AND COLD FROM YOUR FROZEN HEART.


I NEVER SEE YOU ANYMORE,
AT TIMES YOU WERE SO SWEET.